Paul was set upon by a mob, and then dragged from
their hands by the police. Falsely charged, he spent 2 years in Jewish
prisons, and was then sent to Rome to appear before Caesar. His
traveling days ended, and threatened with death by savage beasts
(II Tim. 4:17),
we could understand his being depressed and feeling "all is lost."
Instead, he wrote to the Philippians, "the things which happened unto me
have fallen out rather unto the furtherance of the gospel"
(1:12-21). He
could write, "I rejoice!"
Discounting his personal discomforts, he saw the
good side of the bad -- saw victory in defeat. I know his selflessness,
his trust in the Lord, is the key. "For me to live is Christ, and to die
is gain." Paul had to learn this attitude; but I am impressed that he
learned it so well it seems to have become a part of him. He "learned,
in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content"
(4:11); and
this kind of thinking spawned hope instead of despair. Throw mud at Paul
and he made bricks of it, and built a house. Send him a lemon, and he
would enjoy the lemonade, and thank you for them. It is hard to defeat a
person with such an attitude as that.
We do not refer to an artificial Pollyannish
attitude, out of touch with reality. Paul sought relief from his "thorn
in the flesh" (II
Cor. 12:8), but, when this was denied him, he could "glory in my
infirmities," making the most of them in defending his apostleship
(vs. 7-11).
He did not enjoy being forsaken by his brethren any more than do we, but
he could "pray God that it may not be laid to their charge"
(II Tim. 4:16-17).
He was confident that the Lord would save him.
Nor is this simply the SELF-reliance, "indomitable
ego" that is so highly recommended by psychotherapists. Human
philosophies "plug in" to no higher source than man himself, and, when
society fails (as it does repeatedly), the individual despairs --
sometimes ends it all in suicide. But the "look up" attitude of a true
believer in God removes fear of the future, his soul is anchored
(Heb. 6:18-20),
and he "shall not be moved." As one rancher friend of mine put it:
"Things are going to pick up!"
Other Articles by Robert Turner
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Those "Other" Sinners
Why We Sing and Don't Play