His
name was Jackson. He was a fine old gentleman. He wore a Hoss
Cartright hat, sat on the second seat on the right hand side at
the services, and was almost always there. He was a fine Bible
student, even able to argue for the truth with his friends at
the "spit and whittle club" downtown. But he was not a
Christian.
He
had heard some of the best preachers on the Plains. He always
listened attentively, with great interest, and was appreciative
of the speaker's efforts. Actually he knew more Bible than many
people who had been Christians for many years. But he was not a
Christian.
Once, after we had just concluded a fine gospel meeting, I asked
my Dad, "Dad, why do you think old Mr. Jackson does not obey the
gospel? He knows enough truth to save the world and yet he has
never done anything about it. Why do you suppose that is?" With
that special glint in his eye that made you know he knew the
answer, he said, "Well, he just never has repented."
Dad
was right. Again. Mr. Jackson knew. He understood. He could even
stand for truth. But he just never had repented.
Repentance is a misunderstood concept. Many people think of it
as turning from sin. And it does have to do that, but it is the
predicate for it, not the turning itself. In
Acts 3:19
(ASV),
Peter says, "Repent, and turn again, that your sins may be
blotted out." The turning follows the repentance. That's why
Brother Jackson had not turned, he had not repented in order
that he might turn.
Repentance, then, is neither just sorrow for sin nor is it the
turning from sin. It lies between the two. Repentance is the
change of a man's will with regard to sin. Prompted by godly
sorrow, it results in a reformation of life. While it is true
that there is no repentance in the absence of godly sorrow and
while it is equally true that there is no real repentance if
there is not a resultant change of conduct, repentance is
actually neither of these. It is the decision to do better.
Repentance is the predicate for all manner of good changes. It
will cause one to obey the gospel
(Acts 2:38).
It brings about a clearing of oneself; encourages righteous
indignation toward ungodliness; promotes a fear of judgment;
demands a desire to do good; directs a zeal for right, a spirit
of revenge against evil
(see 2 Cor. 7:11).
Repentance is the forgotten command in this age. We do not hear
enough about it. It deserves better treatment, a greater
exposure than it presently receives. Repentance is necessary to
reformation. Perhaps if we taught more about it, maybe if we
spoke more often in a way so as to convict men of sin so as to
show them the need of it, we would see more people obey the
gospel, more wayward members decide to do better, more daily
devotion to right living. We sometimes forget that repentance is
a constant need for each of us.
My
little story has a happy ending. Before he died, Mr. Jackson
finally repented, was baptized, and spent his last days as a
faithful and dedicated child of God. And all because he finally
repented.
Other Articles Dee Bowman
Intentions Won't Get It
I Saw a Friend Die
Its You're Life, You Know
How to Build a Good Character
Today is Today
Different by Design
Just Wad It Up and Start Over
Competition for the Mind
The Importance of Good Judgment