In the
fall of 1973 I had no intention of leaving the church in which I was
raised. On the contrary, I had recently publicly professed my faith in
Jesus Christ and was baptized on the same day. I could well be described
as “on fire” for the Lord. I was quickly received and surrounded by men
and women who wanted with all their hearts to reach others with the
gospel. Both in social settings and in door-to-door efforts I was taught
and shown by example how to share my faith.
I began
studying the Bible on my own for the first time in my life. I was
greatly encouraged in this by others in the Baptist church who also
expressed great confidence in the Bible as the perfect, complete word of
God. They encouraged me to memorize scripture, to quote scripture, and,
above all, to follow the scripture, even above what a man or a church
might want. I truly had learned the nature of a living faith as
expressed by Jesus when He said: “If you love me, keep my commandments”
(John 14:15).
There
were issues that I began considering as I looked at the current state of
what was broadly called “Christianity.” Jesus clearly pointed to a
definite, clear path for all of those who trust in Him to follow
(Mt 7:13-14). Our Lord, in the very night He was to be betrayed,
prayed to the Father about each of us that would later come to believe
in Him. “I do not pray for these alone, but also for those who will
believe in Me through their word; that they all may be one, as You,
Father, are
in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us, that the world may
believe that You sent Me
(John 17:20-21).
When I read the Lord’s words, uttered in the very shadow of the
cross, I became determined that I would not be the one that would cause
another to turn away from the Lord. These words plainly show that unity
can come only from a complete commitment to the Lord.
Anyone
who looks at the religious world can easily see that most of the effort
of men in the name of God is done to be seen by men and out of loyalty
to men and the denominations they build
(Gal 1:10, Mt
15:13-14). While my knowledge of the Bible was limited, I decided
to test my own practices and be open to new things by focusing on God’s
word and not on men. “The Lord will not lead me wrong” was often in my
thoughts as I looked at the scriptures. I was not afraid to be
challenged by His word!
One
Sunday morning, as I was driving from the Baptist College, Samford
University, to my parent’s house, I heard a lesson from a preacher
concerning the Lord’s Supper. While I was in the Baptist church, I had
never partaken of this memorial of the Lord. The lesson on the radio
described passages that I had read, concerning how Jesus instituted His
supper and how He wanted every disciple to partake of it
(Mt 26:26-28; 1 Cor 11:23-25). As the preacher continued, he
showed the significance of Sunday, the first day of the week, in the
regular assemblies of Christians
(1 Cor 16:2).
The Holy Spirit recorded how one church partook on the Lord’s Supper on
the first day of the week
(Acts 20:7; 1 Cor 10:16). As I drove my car, I also wrote down
these and other passages of scripture to examine later. I became
convinced that I should partake of the Lord’s Supper on every first day
of the week.
That
very day I faced a dilemma. The Baptist church where I attended was not
offering the Lord’s Supper that Sunday. How was I going to resolve this
situation? Rather than point to inconsistencies of others, or make up
some hypothetical situation to justify myself or “my church,” I simply
tried to obey the Lord. That day I viewed the lunch I ate at my parent’s
house as a private partaking of this supper of the Lord. I was soon to
see that this sincere effort was not the way to follow these
instructions of Jesus. It would not be long, however, before I would
find a proper way to remember Jesus as He had instructed.
After
attending a semester at Samford University, I had enrolled at the
University of Alabama and was in the process of visiting several
churches. On a Wednesday night I decided to visit the University church
of Christ. I sat in the back of the auditorium and heard a class taught
by their campus minister, Ron Gholston. This class would plant a seed
that would change my life.
Brother
Gholston began with the great commission of Jesus as recorded in the
book of Mark. “And He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach
the gospel to every creature. He who believes and is baptized will be
saved; but he who does not believe will be condemned”
(Mark 16:15-16). The teacher likened this verse to a math
equation (1+1=2). He proceeded to make this point. “Suppose someone
decided to be baptized but did not have a personal faith in Jesus. Would
he be saved? It is like taking one of the “1’s” away from the equation.
When that happens then you cannot have the proper result. A person who
does not believe but is baptized cannot rightly expect salvation.”
I fully
agreed with brother Gholston, but was surprised at the next point he
made. “What about the person that believes but is not baptized?” He gave
the same illustration with the equation (1+1=2) but then made a point
that I had not considered. Was baptism an
essential
step in salvation?
Over
the course of that class I came to see passages of scripture that I had
never considered. The preacher made a similar point with the equation
illustration (1+1=2) on another passage of scripture. ”Then
Peter said to them, “Repent, and let every one of you be baptized in the
name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins; and you shall receive
the gift of the Holy Spirit”
(Acts 2:38). He began to make the point that whenever you find
baptism and salvation (or forgiveness) in the same context, that baptism
always precedes salvation
(1 Pt 3:20-21). This point made a deep impression on me.
As a
Baptist, I used the “4 Spiritual Laws” tract. In this tract I taught
others to seek the forgiveness found in the blood of Jesus shed on the
cross (Rom 3:23;
6:23). I urged them to receive Jesus as their Savior by saying
the “sinner’s prayer,” being a fruit of genuine faith and repentance.
This is what I had been taught and this was what I had seen practiced in
the Baptist assemblies.
Brother
Gholston continued in his class to give the example of the conversion of
Paul. After the Lord had struck Paul blind, we find that Paul now came
to believe in Jesus and obediently follow His instructions
(Acts 9:1-6). I heard many sermons in the Baptist church
describing how Paul was saved at that point. I could read in my Bible
how Paul in Damascus was fervently praying and fasting before the Lord
(Acts 9:7-11).
I had considered Paul’s prayer as positive proof that he was now saved.
There
was one more scripture to be presented in the class that would deeply
move me and cause me to reconsider earlier teachings I had received as a
Baptist. When Paul, in his own words, describes what Ananias said to
him, it became crystal clear to me about the point in time that Paul was
saved. “And now why are you waiting? Arise and be baptized, and wash
away your sins, calling on the name of the Lord”
(Acts 22:16). Paul had prayed and fasted for three days and still
was not forgiven! He needed to be baptized!
The
next week I spent a considerable amount of time in Bible Study and
reflection. I privately talked to brother Gholston and came to see that
there were some real questions about my own baptism. From the Bible I
learned that it is possible to be immersed in water for the wrong reason
and, as a result, that baptism not be acceptable to God
(Acts 19:1-6).
Rather than be unsure about my stand, I was baptized into Christ for the
forgiveness of my sins
(Acts 2:38).
This
was just the beginning of my journey with the Lord. I knew that I needed
to stand for the undenominational Christianity that the Lord had prayed
for (John 17:20).
From that point on, I have sought to be a part of local churches
that would stand with the Lord in keeping the great commission He gave
(Mark 16:15-16; Mt 28:18-20).
Since
that time I have continued the same process of examination and standing.
I since have often thought about Paul and the reasons he left the
religion in which he was raised
(Phil 3:4-11).
Are you standing in God’s righteousness alone?
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